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Crossing the Bridge Jenni Olson's The Joy of Life In 1994, film historian and programmer Jenni Olson's friend Mark Finch, a critic who was co-director with Olson of the San Francisco International Lesbian & Gay Film Festival, followed the path of hundreds of others to the Golden Gate Bridge, where he jumped to his death. Like most such ends, his went unwitnessed, the only initial evidence being his briefcase found on the bridge. Six weeks later his body was found 25 miles south of where he'd jumped. In the more than ten years after Finch's death, Olson "alternately avoided the bridge and felt compelled to discover more about it." This love-hate relationship is responsible for her brilliant 65-minute experimental film The Joy of Life. Unusually shot in 16mm rather than the ubiquitous digital video, The Joy of Life recalls Olson's earlier short work Blue Diary (1997) as a "landscape film," a kind of poetic documentary, consisting of static shots with a voice-over narration. The Joy of Life appears schizoid at first glance. Is this one film or two? Or three? A paean to the beauty of San Francisco? A dyke's diary of love and sex in the urban wild? An anti-tribute to the Golden Gate Bridge and the 1,300+ deaths it's facilitated? The film powerfully incorporates all three into an ultimately cohesive and compelling work.
The second section profiles the history of the bridge as both a stunning achievement architecturally and culturally, and "a stepping-off point for disillusioned individuals who came west to California" Olson is from Minnesota "looking for something they never found." Olson/Dodge dispenses the grim facts as coolly as she does the subjective narrative of the first section the 98 percent mortality rate, the "violent, disfiguring death" that results from the 75-mile-per-hour jump. But she also has a poetic respect for this awesome enemy of life, bowing to it as "a terrifying, almost apocalyptic structure, a man-made steel cliff that serves as a virtual end of the earth for the desperate souls wanting to leave this world with a flourish."
While the narrator of the first section guides viewers through her inner world, a psychic zone at once vibrant with promise and chilly as relationships end and connections vanish with disturbing speed, the visuals linger on the outer world that's surprisingly similar: Hopperesque urbanscapes lit with the moody colors of late afternoon and always overshadowed by the bridge. But like the narration, these images of empty streets and quiet waterways also contain subtle signs of life, bringing The Joy of Life closer in an unexpected sense to the "city symphony" films. The city, like Dodge's emotional landscape, is not quite empty after all. A deserted estuary comes alive with small but persistent ripples; an empty sky is interrupted by a bird flying almost out of eyeshot; a hillside of homes, lit for dusk, rises dramatically against a pink-orange sky. These gorgeous tableaux incorporating small sparks of life wonderfully embody the film's view of the place of the individual whether the dyke narrator, the anonymous people in the hillside homes, or the unseen casualties of the bridge struggling alone, but not without hope, in a haunted, and haunting, world. This is the world that Mark Finch and countless others have left via the bridge, that the film tries to make sense of. The second section is dominated by images of the bridge, more blood-red than golden, ominously piercing the clouds as the narrator describes its origins, how the guard rails were lowered by a second designer in a calculation that history has proved fatal, and the intermittent efforts to install suicide barriers that won't compromise the bridge's integrity. (In response to the film, the bridge's board of directors recently changed its position and commissioned another study of how to make it suicide-proof.)
August 2005 | Issue 49 ACCESS: The film's official site has a wealth of information. For an interview with Olson about her Queer Movie Poster Book in a previous Bright Lights, go here. ALSO: More experimental and avant-garde films |